[zaga_fan]

First, I want to thank the Bluegrass Rivals leadership for rescinding the initial lifetime ban I was dealt a few weeks ago. When I left the site I assumed no one was gonna have my back so I just tried to go out with a bang I guess. As luck would have it, the team here saw that I was responding (poorly) to a pretty serious personal attack and acted accordingly. Spuds notified me my ban was moved to a one-week ban but I self-imposed a couple more weeks because I probably deserved it.

I’m so sorry everyone had to see the shameful acts I put on here a few weeks back. It saddens me that right before Christmas so many users had to see me lose my cool, call out a staff member, and complain about the site.

I know I've tried to leave twice, but I'm just not good at quitting. The first time I was really down about the way things were going and the second time I just go so mad about being harassed by a staff member that I saw red and decided to go nuclear. IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN. It was wrong of me to call the site a cesspool and I will never do that again. If I get a PM from someone that's our of line, I will ignore it and not engage with it.

In closing, I would like everyone to know that I am sorry and I will be back on this site REGULARLY. This run will be legendary and it is dedicated to all my haters. I'm going to be here every day. I'm going to be unapologetic. If you don't care whether I'm back or not, please reply to this post letting me know about how much you don't care. I've done a lot of soul searching over the holidays and I've come to terms with the fact that no matter what I do to find happiness, nothing compares to thrill of living rent free in people's heads. Buckle up, girls. It's gonna be a bumpy ride!!