[Westside]

I've replaced that itch by coaching. I feel much more accomplishment and satisfaction now than I ever did playing.

I agree with Stardust. You need to find another competitive outlet. Try coaching, MMA fighting, powerlifting, etc. If you're good at football, try out for an indoor league team like the Drillers. I love football and miss it. I even dream occationally at night that I still play, but I've moved on.