[RunItUpTheGut]

I would like to answer this as well as I somewhat agree with TRV and Vundy's thoughts..

1. I am torn as to whether or not I believe in Christianity. I can give specific accounts but to keep it short, I was rediculed by a youth pastor publicly for working on a Sunday, I was referred to as the "anti-christ" by a youth group during a halloween party even though my costume did not reflect that. Ever since then it just seems like I do not "fit" in with going to Church. I have had multiple similar situations as an adult so I have pretty much just given up on it. I've prayed from my knees over and over to only have the same result. Some of the most wicked, mean spirit people I have met have also been the same ones to shake my hand while attending church and this makes me not want to be part of their "church".

2. I studied many aspects of the Bible at one time when I was sure Christianity was the answer, specifically Revelations. I wanted to believe that what I was reading was true but came away thinking it was just a story.

I sometimes want to believe, but then I think "what is the point"?

Sorry for your bad experience.
Sounds like you got the hypocritical bunch.

As ive said before, i would go to a baptist church in the middle of nowhere with 5 people in it before i would attend what i like to call the social gatherings of these big churches.

IMO, the more people the worse the hypocrites are.